And the Miss Universal Beauty 2015 is……..

Announced the host, this day is so vivid in my memory. A day that changed my life forever. A Day that gave me so many things, simultaneously took away so many things from me.

I was known for my beauty since the time I remember, blessed with Porcelin Skin and Almond Eyes, everyone envied me. Though I was clearly the favourite child for a few people, simultaneously, I was equally despised by the others..

Hello Everyone, I am Natasha Singh, former Miss Universal Beauty 2015.

The World has known me for my beauty and confidence until that one day, when my world shattered, no when I was reborn once again.

I was only 22, my career was at its peak, with Glamourous photoshoots, Movie Offers and also Marriage Proposals. After working for about a year, I finally decided to get married and settle down at the age of 23. My married life with Rahul, was like a dream. With his business sense and my intellect, we successfully set up our consultancy firm. Within a year we were blessed with our twins.

Today when I, met when an old friend a lot of pleasant and unpleasant memories came down rushing together. Some expected memories some unexpected.

The Camera loved me once upon a time…

But as they say, life keeps on moving.

Instead of sitting down and concentrating on the past, it is important that we work towards our future. After all as Kishoreda rightly said…

Aanewala Pal Jaanewala Hai
Ho Sake To Iss Mein Zindagi Bitaado
Pal Jo Yeh Jaanewala hai

The lyrics of this song are so relateable to my life as Rahul says

Ek Baar Yoon Mili, Maasoom Si Kali
Ho Khilte Hue Kahaan, khushbash Mein Chali
Dekha To Yahin Hai, Dhundha To Nahin Hai
Pal Jo Yeh Jaanewala Hai Ho Ho
…….

When I first saw that small white patch behind my ears. I was scared. I felt, that my life was finished. I was terrified of how I would face the world. Staying in limelight for so many years. I was used to looking perfect. I have never even appeared with cakey foundation patch on my face, how would I face the world with these patches.

Will Rahul Leave me ?

Will my Kids leave me ?

Will the World treat me differently ?

Would I be shunned alone in a room ?

What will be my future ?

I just ran to see Dr. Gauri, who has been my family physican for many years. She immediately helped me meet a Vitiligo specialist. Even though my Vitiligo could not be treated completely, but today I am more confident about myself.

Yes, even today those patches on my beautiful face attract, uncomfortable stares. It is always worst, when people recognise me and either criticise me or sympathise with me. More than Vitiligo, what hurt me the most was the way people treated me. Suddenly, I just became an untouchable person in our social circle. The way the society treated me, pushed me into depression.

The most important thing that I missed in this entire process was the precious moments with my children. Instead of cherishing these moments with my children and family, I ended up being depressed all the time. I just blinked and my children just grew up.

I had so many opportunities to create new memories and cherish them, but I subconsciously chose the bad memories to be my companion, when I could have chosen happy moments.

Ek Baar Waqt Se, Lamha Gira Kahin,
Wahaan Dastan Mil,i Lamha Kahin Nahin,
Thoda Sa Hasaake, Thoda Sa Rulaake,
Pal Ye Bhi Jaanewala Hai Ho Ho

Sometimes, some songs define your life so perfectly.

A few years ago, the world knew me as Miss Universal Beauty 2015. Today, you all know me for my back to action life story.

One thing life has taught me is to cherish the present moment because…

Aanewala Pal…Jaanewala hai…..

I am Participating in #ALPxGUN BollyExpress hosted by Alpana and PraGun and sponsored by – UnorthodoxpeepsRangPotliExploreKidsWorldSoulfulFood and, Praggatti Rao

Come ride into 2020 with #BollyExpress

My Prompt was Bollywood Song from the Movie Golmaal, sung by Kishore Kumar, Aanewala Pal ..Jaanewala Hai…

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